[ I Wish ]

 Sometimes, I do wish the time could stop and the moment could freeze.

But thing wouldn't change no matter how much effort I put it.

I wish, my mother could stay young like the face I first remember while I was 4 years old.

I have no ideal what I can do to her, study as a chemist, I can't even create a powerful portion for her, to let her stay young and healthy forever, Mum, I love you, really do. Can you please stay with us forever? Sorry for those day I was being so rebellious. Can I go back those days and say sorry to you? I promise I will listen to your advice.

I wish, my family could be as happy as other. If I could, I would create the chemicals which able to let my family returns to the originals one. Papa and Mama always so cheerful not always arguing for no reasons. Papa, I love you too. But I was brainwashed, I not sure you are still the hero in my heart?

You are the person sayang me the most, I know.

sorry being rude to you.

I wish, the bond between Wayne and me were forever. Maybe I'm being so mean.

But I couldn't imagine that once Wayne was belonged to other, and left me behind. I definitely will left behind. I promise, I will listen to you with full attention. Although sometime I put my friends before you. Damn sorry. Shouldn't be. 

I wish, my gang could last forever. It were so heart-breaking, when I think about All my friends leave me one by one. I were so mean to wish that we could stick together like now.

But things would change. you guys will meet your Mr./Mrs Right and start to indulge in the love atmosphere until ignore the friendship we have built.

How cruel the world that can change us.

No long lasting relationship.People come and go.No one will stay for you, left only you devastated at behind. I'm the only one who tears drop for these situation. How stupid am I.
Aiks.