[Blueticks]

                                                   

           When someone's bluticks can let you down for the whole day.

        It indicates that how much you care for that person.

Why you have to put down your ego for the one who not even cares about your feeling?

Shouldn't be.

As this is the last chance I given to myself, 

I promise myself no more tears for that stupidity stuff. 

Don't chase after the thing that keep avoiding you.

Don't bitter about people you used to talk to.

Take what you learned about yourself and become a better person.

:)

[Lacuna]

I'm too into you, maybe I should pull myself out this time.

One last chance given to myself, no matter what is answer, i will just accept it with my open-heart.

At least I have that experience once, and it was You.

;) 

[ Chance ]

Thank you for creating a box of darkness for me, the mystery in the darkness was endless.

Sometimes, I feel you right beside me.

But, sometimes, I feel you leaving me with no reason.

I have changed when I walked through the mist.

A lot of struggles in my heart, I bet you don't know it.

You have your staff to busy with but I'm not the one of it.

Been a year time spending in the mist, maybe I should figure out the right path in front of me.

Thank you for changing me to a better one because I was one who very stereotype in every matter.

And now I'm daring to take up the challenges in my life thus polish myself.

 in every aspects.

There are a lot of thing I wish to tell you, but I don't think I will be offered a chance to do so.

Emmm...So let it be the mystery between me and you. 

:)

[ I Wish ]

 Sometimes, I do wish the time could stop and the moment could freeze.

But thing wouldn't change no matter how much effort I put it.

I wish, my mother could stay young like the face I first remember while I was 4 years old.

I have no ideal what I can do to her, study as a chemist, I can't even create a powerful portion for her, to let her stay young and healthy forever, Mum, I love you, really do. Can you please stay with us forever? Sorry for those day I was being so rebellious. Can I go back those days and say sorry to you? I promise I will listen to your advice.

I wish, my family could be as happy as other. If I could, I would create the chemicals which able to let my family returns to the originals one. Papa and Mama always so cheerful not always arguing for no reasons. Papa, I love you too. But I was brainwashed, I not sure you are still the hero in my heart?

You are the person sayang me the most, I know.

sorry being rude to you.

I wish, the bond between Wayne and me were forever. Maybe I'm being so mean.

But I couldn't imagine that once Wayne was belonged to other, and left me behind. I definitely will left behind. I promise, I will listen to you with full attention. Although sometime I put my friends before you. Damn sorry. Shouldn't be. 

I wish, my gang could last forever. It were so heart-breaking, when I think about All my friends leave me one by one. I were so mean to wish that we could stick together like now.

But things would change. you guys will meet your Mr./Mrs Right and start to indulge in the love atmosphere until ignore the friendship we have built.

How cruel the world that can change us.

No long lasting relationship.People come and go.No one will stay for you, left only you devastated at behind. I'm the only one who tears drop for these situation. How stupid am I.
Aiks.